hello my itunes has been disabled

This is primarily a user-to-user support forum; other Apple users like you. You will need to contact Apple Support. See instructions in: If you see a message that says 'Your account has been disabled in the App Store and iTunes' - Apple Support

If you see a message that says "Your account has been disabled in the App Store and iTunes", or "You cannot login because your account has been locked" (it points to the same document), click here and read what to do ➞ https://support.apple.com/HT208856

Read the support article "If your Apple ID is locked or disabled"; it has solutions for two frequently encountered reasons for an account to be disabled/locked. Click here --> https://support.apple.com/HT204106